fear of attachment.

Jun 29, 2007 18:28

we strive to make everything positive in our lives last forever. and with all that in action, we proceed keeping in mind the phrase we've all heard over and over again; "nothing lasts forever." even the fierce waves of the ocean are predicted to have an end.
love, the complex, abstract, feeling is said to be omnipotent, and if it is proven to be true, must not terminate.
how does one so unstable and precarious hold on to something so precious and dangerous all at once?
how does one cope with paranoia of a compulsive fear that something, or someone so special, has become a necessity? (without wanting to let go.)
how can one contend true happiness in love without acting out?
hating to love, loving to hate.
without attachment, there is no suffering.
without suffering, how would one know what something positive feels like?
neutrality is sure to bore humanity.
continuing with such a fear can promise mental confusion.
being in love has never kept me so satisfied nor fearful before...until now.
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