.:i wish that someday i could be everything u mean to me:.
2day was cool. hung-out w/ sas & our friend matt @ his place & i hada grand o'le time as usual. matt's a cool kid & so is his ma. on the way home me & sas had a heart 2 heart convo. she told me a lot i had been needing & wanting 2 hear & i'm glad she did. she's my other half & i love her more than she'll probably ever realize. i hope she does & if not, then i hope she will soon 'cuz she needs to know & i need her 2 know. i'd feel a lot better 'cuz sumx i think she doesn't realize how much her krazee ass means 2 me.
.::.it was good 2 keep me guessing & u know i hate attention except the little i love & get from u. it's all 2 good 2b true, even u. & i'm colorblind, but i see so clearly what's remotely depressing & i'm tired of my own bitching, but i've grown to love the pain. i move 2 slow & i think 2 fast & the vision i'm seeing won't b the last. shot-out, i close my eyes, burnt-out my own flames over a million times. now here comes another boring confession w/ thoughtless ryhmes ... ur what keeps me believing this world's not long dead, the strength n my bones, the words n my head. i'm weak from these pointless arguements climbing thru my viens & exhausted from these nights. i seem to remember it once being better, like when i 1st met u.::.
2day when i was hangin' w/ sas, i felt like i did when me & her 1st met. she was all hollywood looking & we were chillin', joking around. i dunno, even she said when we were @ matt's, "i feel like i'm in nick's basement" - nick was our guy friend we hung-out w/ when we 1st started chillin' & her best chic friend @ the time was christina & mine was shannon. i dunno, it just felt so good 2day 2 c her & chill & get things said that needed 2b said/heard. i just feel good right now. happi...er :) i love you sas <3
.::.it was good 2 keep me guessing & u know i hate attention except the little i love & get from u. it's all 2 good 2b true, even u. & i'm colorblind, but i see so clearly what's remotely depressing & i'm tired of my own bitching, but i've grown to love the pain. i move 2 slow & i think 2 fast & the vision i'm seeing won't b the last. shot-out, i close my eyes, burnt-out my own flames over a million times. now here comes another boring confession w/ thoughtless ryhmes ... ur what keeps me believing this world's not long dead, the strength n my bones, the words n my head. i'm weak from these pointless arguements climbing thru my viens & exhausted from these nights. i seem to remember it once being better, like when i 1st met u.::.
2day when i was hangin' w/ sas, i felt like i did when me & her 1st met. she was all hollywood looking & we were chillin', joking around. i dunno, even she said when we were @ matt's, "i feel like i'm in nick's basement" - nick was our guy friend we hung-out w/ when we 1st started chillin' & her best chic friend @ the time was christina & mine was shannon. i dunno, it just felt so good 2day 2 c her & chill & get things said that needed 2b said/heard. i just feel good right now. happi...er :) i love you sas <3