.:i take another sip of liquor just to keep me numb:.
things are goin' cool. me & daniel have been talkin' & hangin' back out which @ first i was kinda sketchy about & still sometimes am, but ah well. i just look @ it like if he's back-stabbing me when he swears he's not, in the end i'll find out & deal w/ his ass then. so 'till then i just need to chill & not stress about it & work on getting my life back on track. troy has gone too far. he called me up leaving a message saying he's going to press charges against me & sassy if we don't return his stuff - it's a long ass story & i'd LOVE to fill you guys in, but it'd be like writing a book & well i don't feel like typing that much & it's kind of confusing /: so sorry guys. i know you're all dying to know about my fucked up & dramatic life lol .:coughs:. not really, but anyways ;D to make it short though sassy went w/ me to take troy home @ 2 in the morning b/c @ the last minute he told me he had to be home @ 4:30am & we took sassy's car & he was giving us wrong directions & we pulled over on the side of the road b/c he had to take a piss & he wouldn't get back in the car & sassy offered for him to get back in like 20 times, but he wouldn't get back in for whatever reason so we just drove off b/c i was sick & throwing up & we were wasting sassy's gas & it was 2 almost 3 in the morning & we were out in the middle of nowhere lost. he left his bag of clothes & whatever else in sassy's trunk so now he expects me and/or sassy to drive all the way out to where he lives to return it to him...HA. sassy laughed just as hard as i did, espically when i told her about how he's threatening to press charges & bullshit like that. his mom has given us 'till friday & tomorrow's thursday so hm ah well. i haven't talked to sassy since yesterday. she moved monday & i dunno, every time i talk to her she sounds really stressed/depressed so i don't know what to think. shannon called me today crying b/c her & her mom got into a huge fist fight & shannon was wanting me to come get her, but i was busy filling out a job application so i told her to call me back in 5 & she never did so i guess it wasn't too serious. me & thomas are supposed to hang-out tomorrow which will be cool. we're gonna go grocery shopping & then he's gonna cook/grill out. i'm going out of town this weekend which will kick ass. me & daniel are going to savannah (: we plan to move there when he graduates from college in 8 months. i hung-out w/ adrienne the other day which was interesting; it was good to see her, but i don't know...things were weird & i don't feel like going into it. me & dustin are supposed to hang-out soon which will be off the chain ;p me & him never really got to hang-out so i'm hoping we'll be able to 'cuz he's an awesome guy. we look @ things the same way (on most things anyways lol) & have always wanted to hang-out so hopefully we'll get to. whitney's 17th b-day was yesterday so HAPPY 17TH B-DAY WHIT!!! :D my dad's having a nervous/mental break-down or some shit. my mom found him on the front porch crying & him & my mom have been argueing like hell. i'm basically just going w/ the flow. i've applied for a job & right now my car's in the shop b/c my dad fucked it up somehow so i'm bitter about that |:< i just want ppl to leave me & my shit alone! anyways i guess i'm gone 'cuz i've hada long day & i'm tired & have things to do. buh-bye.