waking up alone
i hate staying the night at my place.
i wake up alone every morning.
i swear i am walking down the streets
and ever since urtis and i aren't together
it's like a huge neon sign over my head
just illuminating the town
exploiting my availability like a motel room or something.
VACANCY VACANCY VACANCY
NOT TAKEN!!
and it was nice at first,
the rebound attention.
but it gets annoying after a while.
i exchanged numbers about 7 times this week
and been asked on two dates
which i declined politely.
i find myself crying more and more now.
breakups never kick my ass this badly.
i can't stand to hear anything about him around me.
ok well...
secretly....
I made him a valentine....
shit someone poor me
a fucking shot of gin
and something to chase
cause mother fuckers
i need to get fucked up tonight.
i have a horrible feeling about today.
God I wanna SMOKE
i wake up alone every morning.
i swear i am walking down the streets
and ever since urtis and i aren't together
it's like a huge neon sign over my head
just illuminating the town
exploiting my availability like a motel room or something.
VACANCY VACANCY VACANCY
NOT TAKEN!!
and it was nice at first,
the rebound attention.
but it gets annoying after a while.
i exchanged numbers about 7 times this week
and been asked on two dates
which i declined politely.
i find myself crying more and more now.
breakups never kick my ass this badly.
i can't stand to hear anything about him around me.
ok well...
secretly....
I made him a valentine....
shit someone poor me
a fucking shot of gin
and something to chase
cause mother fuckers
i need to get fucked up tonight.
i have a horrible feeling about today.
God I wanna SMOKE