FAKE

[newoctoberissue]

my friend talked ot me last night
and he kinda put the moves on me online.
he is an attractive guy
and he says his intentions are not all sexual
but I'm not sure.

I don't think i want to do anything with him romantically.
I thoughtit was a dream when i wokeup with morning
but it isn't.

anyways,
I'm not quite sure what to do.
I told him
if hewasseroius about everything
then he would take me out this weekend
and most likely won't makeout with him.

He was like,
I thoughtyou were more of that type of person.
i mean you kissed so-an-so

and I was like, yeah but I never made out with him

and Idon't know whether he was serious or not.
esther sad he was serious
but he basically said that
he thought i was hot and he wanted to makeout with me
and I told him
I don't lower my standards for anyone.

but he says there ismore to itthan that
so I'll give him a chance
but I'm still very hesitant.

guys sucks serious butt

<3me

I feel so sexy, I'm wearing sweats and a bra
and i passed the mirror and i thought,
hey i lost a little weight.
I dunno, I like it.
I feel so calm and relaxed right now.
but it is cold.
well gonig to go paint my room