proud to be an american. kidding, just actually proud of something
i'm officially a south texas reffaree. woohoo! i really hope it was worth it- 8:30 to 5:30 for two days, OHMAYGAHH. insane bordness. ALOT of texting.
today, i'm feeling pretty good about myself.
i finished my sources for my science fair project, i decided i'm going to do something with sudoku. haha, like older/younger people and if the are inexperienced or experienced with sudoku, and how long it takes them...i'm actually pretty excited.
other than that, i made cabaret in case you haven't heard. honestly, vocally, i'm not near as talented as i should be to be in cabaret. so either they are really desperate, or my dance and try-to-cover-up-my-voice smile just worked really well. anyways, its definetely something to be proud of.. it should be alot of fun. meeting new people and spending loads of hours with them..always great.
another thing, i guess to semi be proud of. i've stopped wearing as much make up, like on my face. like cover up and stuff. anyways, its definetely helping my face clear up. and today i could actually tell it made a difference- i was walking in the hall at the reff clinic to the bathroom, and all these older reff guys were walking past, and they all were like doing the little eye thing. of coarse, i 100% ignored that, but inside i'm thinking "no make up? ehh alright, no problem" ahh well, it just made me feel good about myself. cutting off on the face make up in the summer definetely paid off.
today my parents went and visited tom, it sounded like it was once again, pretty intense. i think he's missing us like alot, or atleast my dad is missing him alot. tom actually got sick on like friday and saterday and was throwing up a whole bunch and couldn't play, so i know my parents were really nervous and stuff about that (how i could tell, the wine bottles came out haha) anyways tom's doing really well up there though, because the coaches apparently seem to like him. thats another thing to be proud of, my big football brother =]
i flirt. i flirt TOO much. one more thing to be proud of, i finally pointed that out. so a little bit of flirting is okay, but too much is just..raunchy. haha. raunchy. anyways, yeah i need to stop that. and i feel proud of myself for finally pointing it out, and now i feel like i'm actually gonna do something about it. hopefully it works. being single, not flirting? i can do it.
today, i'm feeling pretty good about myself.
i finished my sources for my science fair project, i decided i'm going to do something with sudoku. haha, like older/younger people and if the are inexperienced or experienced with sudoku, and how long it takes them...i'm actually pretty excited.
other than that, i made cabaret in case you haven't heard. honestly, vocally, i'm not near as talented as i should be to be in cabaret. so either they are really desperate, or my dance and try-to-cover-up-my-voice smile just worked really well. anyways, its definetely something to be proud of.. it should be alot of fun. meeting new people and spending loads of hours with them..always great.
another thing, i guess to semi be proud of. i've stopped wearing as much make up, like on my face. like cover up and stuff. anyways, its definetely helping my face clear up. and today i could actually tell it made a difference- i was walking in the hall at the reff clinic to the bathroom, and all these older reff guys were walking past, and they all were like doing the little eye thing. of coarse, i 100% ignored that, but inside i'm thinking "no make up? ehh alright, no problem" ahh well, it just made me feel good about myself. cutting off on the face make up in the summer definetely paid off.
today my parents went and visited tom, it sounded like it was once again, pretty intense. i think he's missing us like alot, or atleast my dad is missing him alot. tom actually got sick on like friday and saterday and was throwing up a whole bunch and couldn't play, so i know my parents were really nervous and stuff about that (how i could tell, the wine bottles came out haha) anyways tom's doing really well up there though, because the coaches apparently seem to like him. thats another thing to be proud of, my big football brother =]
i flirt. i flirt TOO much. one more thing to be proud of, i finally pointed that out. so a little bit of flirting is okay, but too much is just..raunchy. haha. raunchy. anyways, yeah i need to stop that. and i feel proud of myself for finally pointing it out, and now i feel like i'm actually gonna do something about it. hopefully it works. being single, not flirting? i can do it.