Realization and Rants
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YAMAPI NO EGAO!
after watching Jounetsu, i started to realize that Yamapi's smile is one of a kind. i've also started to keep an eye to his natural smiles and laughters that he said he just rarely show to others and mostly, infront of the camera. Also, after seeing this picture, i fell inlove with him for the 999th time once again. This picture will be added in my "YAMAPI'S NATURAL SMILE ON PHOTOS" album. Hahaha!
*sighhhhhhhsss*his smile is so precious. his smile is so heartwarming. his smile will make you have a feeling of relaxation. his smile will just make you fall inlove to him forever. His smile is so natural, Oh Yamapi, why you're just too perfect for us. T_T. I just realized today that i'm so inlove to you and whatever your hairstyle will be, even if i like it or not and even if i'm always cursing you to change your hairstyle and cursing you because of you're hotness and pretty face, i can't help it, i really love you very much. Advance Happy birthday My Ichiban! T_T your smile will always be my inspiration. *gets kicked for the drama*
Tokorode, I've got addicted to Fated To Love You after watching it on Mysoju this weekend. Yeah. The plot is a common one that you may predict to other dramas but it has a lot of COMMON PLOTS, that made the story very interesting and Addicting. And i just found out that Ethan Ruan (the one who played Ji Cun Xi),he also played the role of Shen Le in Hana Kimi. O_O. i didn't noticed him, though i got really pissed off to Shen Le and head-over-heels to Cun Xi, i didn't noticed that they were just a same person. XD
RANT(s?) for TODAY!
my rant for today will just be all about GMA7! WHY OH WHY!?? i'm already staring infront of my Television, still not awake of the reality that my Takaki Yuya is moving infront of our television, PHILIPPINE ANTENNA! *sniff* and worst, SEEING FOR THE FIRST TIME THE CM OF ICHI RITTORU NO NAMIDA! mygooooooodnessss! i felt like dying when i saw RYO! mygod why? why? i'm not against of showing any JDORAMAS here in the Philippines (obviously not ne..XD) it's just that everytime there are Dramas that are being shown here in the Philippines, they're just treating them like F4. I mean, i'm not an ordinary fangirl. i do things for the fandom very seriously and i can say that me, being a fangirl of NEWS or of JE or Japan, the kind or specialty of JE for me is really not ordinary fangirling and its just hurt me seeing people who says that they're gay, or worst, appearance of noobs and posers.
Example:
i have a friend in H.S., i already watched Hana Kimi TW and JP before she did.
She: Ne, have you watched Hana Kimi? It's a story of a girl who disguised herself as a boy just to be with his crush/love in a all boys school. Kyaaa~ i'm already addicted to them. I'm a fan.
Me: Yeah. I've already watched it a long time ago.
She: Really? I don't believe you. I just watched it online and you watched it before me? and a long time ago? come on.
Me: Yeah. While it's being shown in Japan i'm also downloading the episodes every week and just waiting for softsubs.
She: I still don't believe you. its just uploaded a month ago on the site where i've watched it. What's the real name of the Guy?
ME: (being pissed off already) Shun.
SHE: Shun? See. You're lying. It's Wu Chun. I already search about him and Hana Kimi, he's s handsome and very talented and Who is Shun you are talking about?
ME: he's the guy in Hana Kimi. The Japanese one. You're talking about the Chinese guy. You know, Chunnie is a member of Fei Lun Hai. Together with Jiro Wang. Xiu Yi.
SHE: Wait wait, who is Chunnie and what Fei Lu- Fei lu- what? and Jiro Wang? I only know Xiu Yi.
ME: (O_0) i thought you're a fan and you already searched about him? How come you don't knwo Chun is a member of Fei Lun Hai and Xiu Yi is his bandmate Jiro?
see? this is just an example. it's okay to be a fangirl, i'm not against to that, but using the boys because they're famous on those times and to star yourself in front of the others. Come on. If there are people who are treating themselves as fangirls and also acting this way, I will not also consider myself as a fangirl. Being a fangirl for me has a standard. I'm taking it very seriously.
Classmate: Who's that on your Clearfile Ren?
ME: oh, it's NEWS. My favorite group in Japan.
Classmate: (takes a look at it) They look like Gays. (she started to show my clearfile to our other classmate and they started to laugh on every one of them)
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they're too precious for me so seeing them being laughed of by others, it really hurts.
i'm not being too negative of showing JDORAMAS here in the Philippines. I'm still a filipino anyway, but there are really filipinos, MOSTLY and ALMOST who are more mean than me. Argghhh~ just put yourself into my shoes and you will know what it feels. Fandom is very sacred for me. I don't want them to be treated that way. That's why i'm being crazy right now because of exposure of our J.E. boys. :(
ja, koko made yo~
x-posted to my blog.