Big girls can't cry.

Nov 26, 2007 21:57

I was shaking the whole time, trying to hold back my tears, my anger. I was caught completely offguard, and he was just talking at me while I stared at him blankly taking his criticism. I was completely unable to say anything. I was almost in shck as to how completely ridiculous the whole situation was. And she sat there next to me. not saying a word letting him do all her dirty work. I'm not a little girl, don't talk to me like I don't understand what's going on. Don't tell me your here to help me when we all know that the whole point of this thing is getting the fucking store more money. I worked so hard and went a whole days without eating and almost fainting from it just to make sure everything was covered. I'm completely flabergasted by the whole situation I don't even know. This is so stupid to me. I found a new side of me today that I wasn't sure existed. I had the urge to stick up for myself and even if I just sat there while they defaced me I felt an inner strength grow stronger. I'm not going to put up with anymore of this BS, and I'm not going to apologize or make excuses if i don't mean them.

He warned me and I laughed it off, but he was right in the end. I know I'm not supposed to burn bridges and I'll try not to but time is almost up, i'm done.   
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