IELTS

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 It's been a while since I have written an entry to my Live Journal. I might be able to write more to develop my writing skills. I really got pissed off knowing that constructing sentences is one of my major problems that should be developed. My sentence do not reflect as good as it should be due to the presentation and lexical use of such words.

A week's preparation fell short for me since I started from scratch. I did everything I could, and even enrolled to a 1 on 1 intensive review. Though it was really handy and helpful, my mind wasn't able to absorb everything I should have learned. Overloaded with new information leaked when I needed it the most. Being burnt out turned a double edged sword before me. I couldn't help myself being helpless, mind too clouded to think, listening to conversation as it was just passing by without remembering it. I was on the verge of blaming everything to someone or something, luckily I was able take control of myself. I almost transformed into an animal on both behavior and per



The feeling that you worked out on something for a week with full effort seemed wasted while the pain and disappointment run all over ones physical and emotional can really make you cry out loud. Never experienced this before not even to my board examination. I believe that exerting that effort and committing everything for a short period of time really made a huge impact on my humanity. I realized that a whole new horizon is out there, no shortcuts are available but pure work.

It clearly depicts that I will come back strong and well-prepared, never again to this agony I felt. Another shot is coming sooner or later.