why am i writing here you ask?

[newherebuthere]

noone reads these thats y
im so fuckin lost
adicted to the pain of my past not my past loves
they are no longer love
i no longer want
i no loger need
i jsut want the pain they caused
i supose is my way of building a wall around my heart so that this new girl that im alreay falling for cant hurt me
i cant fuckin take it
im so lost
im crying i found the book of jj adn i
im fuckin cryign
not for her
shes gone
shes with d
shes happy
fuckin good fucking dshit for her ass
she fucked em over so many tiems
and she can keep a fuckin girl fro well fuckin longer than i keept mine
mine cheat on me and then leave or i finally cant take the apain any mroe adn when im not IN love with them i go
i run
i fuckin am out the door
but iOHF KLAUDJM,'
SO FRUSTREATED
night
sanfran tomorrow
not liek ti fuckin matters
fuck it all
fucker ur mother
tomorrow ill be fuckin happy and cheer full
thats what bi polar or being a teeenager or w/e the fuck is wrong with me is all about
night