recovery stuff.
Last night, I spent with Lauri, When i got to her apartment, I was on the verge of tears. She opened the door, and she was like " kim, honey how are you doing?" She wrapped me tight in her arms and I soaked her shirt. She noticed the cut.. and she gave me that look.... Then she noticed marks on my fingers. "KIM ARE YOU PURGING!" "NO WAY, are you kidding, hello we both have the same phobia of throwing up." I have these sores on my middle finger.. down near my knuckles. No idea what from, but she freaked.
I was so proud, I went to get vitamins. I was by the "water pills" I looked so HARD.. BUT YAY.. I walked away. I saw the doc, and the weight that I thought I gained... was or looks to be all muscle. I have been doing TONS of tummy and butt exercises. I have the beginning of a SIX PACK! WOOT! It's forming.. It looks so cool! 5 extra pounds in a month.. The other 5 was gone.. Was water weight. So, I didn't gain 10 pounds. 5 seems a bit better.
Of course that seems like a lot... to a recovering "ana"
My body is balancing out.. I had lots of bloat and was puffy ... so I guess my liver was in turmoil.. my kidneys are loving the water.. My heart is still pretty icky... my pulse is still weak. My heart rate is still not up where they would like it to be. But they said that may be because of the exercise. My lungs.. this was awesome.. I haven't had to use my treatment in 2 weeks! they are getting stronger. WOOT!
Must get back to the master, oops back to work.. they are nuts.. that's for later! =0)
much love to you all!
I was so proud, I went to get vitamins. I was by the "water pills" I looked so HARD.. BUT YAY.. I walked away. I saw the doc, and the weight that I thought I gained... was or looks to be all muscle. I have been doing TONS of tummy and butt exercises. I have the beginning of a SIX PACK! WOOT! It's forming.. It looks so cool! 5 extra pounds in a month.. The other 5 was gone.. Was water weight. So, I didn't gain 10 pounds. 5 seems a bit better.
Of course that seems like a lot... to a recovering "ana"
My body is balancing out.. I had lots of bloat and was puffy ... so I guess my liver was in turmoil.. my kidneys are loving the water.. My heart is still pretty icky... my pulse is still weak. My heart rate is still not up where they would like it to be. But they said that may be because of the exercise. My lungs.. this was awesome.. I haven't had to use my treatment in 2 weeks! they are getting stronger. WOOT!
Must get back to the master, oops back to work.. they are nuts.. that's for later! =0)
much love to you all!