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So, I'm back... by popular demand. :)
I don't know why, but every single time I get to this point in writing an entry, words stop working. It's like I'm afraid to throw things out there now. I'm not as quick to share everything that's going on. It's weird, for sure.
You haven't really missed out on much. Actually, the more I think about it the more I realize that you really have. While it's nothing too important, I guess some things have happened since the last time I opened up... keywords: cheerleading, coldplay, boys (but actually just one boy), GSP kids, college acceptance letters, twins turned two (that's alliteration at its finest), portfolio pre-score, might be seeing the strokes next week, will be going to Coldwater during Spring Break, and so on...
So I guess the biggest change has been cheerleading. The famous date, February 11, has come and gone... Competition cheerleading is officially over. To be honest with you, it's a really weird feeling. I've been so so ready for it to be over for a long time, but now it's starting to hit me that I'll miss it. I saw the team tonight for the first time in a couple of weeks, and it made me realize how much they've meant to me over the past couple of years. Those people have become my second family, literally!
I guess part of the weird feeling is the way our season, and my high school cheerleading career, ended. We got 2nd place yet again, and really I shouldn't complain because TONS of teams would kill for our position. It just hurts to work soo hard and be soo dedicated, only to be the second best when it really counts. ESPECIALLY when you lose to your rival. One cool thing about it, though-- the top three teams of our division not only all came from the great state of Kentucky, but the same regional competition! That's pure craziness right there.
On another note, if you ever get the chance to see Coldplay live, you should jump at the chance. That concert was simply amazing! Possibly even life changing! I'd do almost anything to go back for just a few more hours....
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
But umm, I think I'm gonna attempt to go to bed. I'll try my hardest to keep you updated... but I can't guarantee anything at all.
I don't even know why you care, though lol
kentucky