Apr 23, 2004 21:21
i am so bored...and so tired.
but grease is on..(JOSH!!!!)
i hate how i let people walk all over me and let them get away with fuckin murder.
i hate how nobody knows how to apologize for anything that they've done.
i hate how nobody thinks they need to apologize.
it's fuckin bullshit..and i seriously wish i could just say fuck you don't talk to me..
too bad i don't really like confrontations(depending on the person) and i really don't like fighting with people.
aaaaaaaaahhhhhh...i am so far from being the person i want to be..too bad i hate changing. ;op
when i say i am done..i wanna be done.
shit.
i wish money didn't matter..i wish i could just move out and not have to worry about rent..car payments...and insurance..and phone bills..gay.
my head hurts...:o/
i did stop by to see david though...so cute in his lil work uniform. :D
that bastard is supposed to be calling me right now.. ;)
tomorrow better be good.
i am excited.