and i will use an icon with someone better at holding in her feelings than i shall ever be.
There is a bunch of stuff bothering me. Most of it is nonsense and since I know that, I'm not going to get into it.
so you may wonder, if I don't want to talk about it, why bother posting?? just to let everyone know, in case I act differently. i am purposely avoiding talking to people who normally i would turn to because i don't want to burden them or i know they are going to be offended or i know they won't understand or i just plain dont want them to know about it.
or this is a hugely passive-aggressive way of getting attention. either one.
this is very unlike me. i usually am a big advocate of honesty and i'm ALWAYS verbose to the point of OH, DEAR GOD, SOMEONE SHUT HER UP, PLEASE. i just...feel like a tool talking about stupid crap when other ppl have actual problems. that, and holding everything inside is certainly addicting.
so you may wonder, if I don't want to talk about it, why bother posting?? just to let everyone know, in case I act differently. i am purposely avoiding talking to people who normally i would turn to because i don't want to burden them or i know they are going to be offended or i know they won't understand or i just plain dont want them to know about it.
or this is a hugely passive-aggressive way of getting attention. either one.
this is very unlike me. i usually am a big advocate of honesty and i'm ALWAYS verbose to the point of OH, DEAR GOD, SOMEONE SHUT HER UP, PLEASE. i just...feel like a tool talking about stupid crap when other ppl have actual problems. that, and holding everything inside is certainly addicting.