a poem i wrote...no title.

[newfound_reject]

i can hear the footsteps
rushing down the hall
they sense me colliding into a breakdown

they think im insane
but they dont know me
they just know im breaking down

i want to get up from the corner
and i want to shove them out
shut the door so i can sit in silence

i gave up my dignity to this voice inside
i gave up my pride to this anger i can't hide
i gave up my life to these tears that i drown in
i would give up everything
for them to leave me alone
so i can rot in the dark again

this room looks so wide
and different from before
the walls look so white
and there is no door

i got into the corner
and they finally let me be
i sit down and hug my knees
i can hear the echo when i breathe

i rest my head on the wall
i take in all the lonlieness surrounding me
and suddenly i feel denser then before
of guilt and humiliation
these voices just wont let me be

i can't find the tears
to fill the emptiness inside of me
after all these years
i would have made sure
i wouldn't be here now
if i knew i was gonna feel like this
i wish i could grow back into
how i used to be
by: me