Dec 23, 2002 23:22
There are times when I’m alone
So distraught and in unconditional pain
There's nothing but ridicule and fear
That is shown in my face
When I feel artificial and insincere
I look in the mirror and become more distant
I see a failure and miles of tears
But I give up on hope; I can’t handle it
I feel ashamed and I feel so guilty
I can’t protect my sanity; it’s more powerful then words
I have lost my sense of reality
Because everything I’ve lost, I’ve never really heard
Maybe if I flood the world with my tears
It will saturate the emptiness
If I sit alone and cry for years
Maybe I will feel less and revive my happiness
I look at you
And then you look at me
And then suddenly
Maybe things aren’t as bad
As they seem
by: me