Aug 03, 2004 00:22
Okay, I know this sounds very odd, but I realized today what it is I miss most. This strange, despondent mood sucks. But there is one thing missing most from my world. Yes, it is girl-related, but there is a specific aspect. I miss kissing. I haven't had a kiss in over two months, and remembering that one is pretty bad. Yes, it meant something in the moment. However, just when it seemed like things were back on track, that situation fizzled out rather abruptly. It still kind of hurts thinking about it. And it wasn't a particularly nice kiss, either.
Anyway, that makes the last kiss that meant something a solid three and a half months ago. I know it sounds like I'm whining and all, and I can admit that I probably am. Nevertheless, I am lacking. I lack a simple gesture with a myriad of meanings. As each day passes, I feel like I just need comfort in this time of immense change. Even still, this is a road that each of us walks alone.
Let's play this game
Called "When you catch fire, I wouldn't piss to put you out"
Stop burning bridges and drive off of them
So I can forget about you...