I'm sorry...
Okay, well there's a comment on my last post that calls me an asshole. I should add that it's an anonymous comment. Scott, thanks for backing me up, but I want to say something about this.
First off, the issue at hand wasn't intended to be a big deal. I only wanted to tell someone how I feel. I wrote a pretty decent story while I was at it (or so I've been told). Now all I want is some sort of response; I just want my existence to be verified. I don't understand why I'm an asshole for that.
Now I want to address the other stuff. Anonymous, you are right. I can be an asshole. I'm fully aware. Maybe that's why I don't have more friends. There are times when I am proud, arrogant, or even mean. I try to make it as rare as possible, but I know it happens. And I don't know why. None of you have to believe me, but I have such an immense love for this life and the people around me. Thank God for the friends that know that I only joke, and that I can be flawed. Thank God for allowing me to love all my friends, despite the flaws that they too have. I don't know what I'd do without them.
Anytime I'm an asshole, I'm sorry. In fact, I'm sorry for the times I'm not an asshole. I don't want to be self-centered or cocky. I just want to apologize for not being perfect. I'm not saying that everyone is flawless or that I want to be that way. I just want to be a good person. Okay, I'm done.
First off, the issue at hand wasn't intended to be a big deal. I only wanted to tell someone how I feel. I wrote a pretty decent story while I was at it (or so I've been told). Now all I want is some sort of response; I just want my existence to be verified. I don't understand why I'm an asshole for that.
Now I want to address the other stuff. Anonymous, you are right. I can be an asshole. I'm fully aware. Maybe that's why I don't have more friends. There are times when I am proud, arrogant, or even mean. I try to make it as rare as possible, but I know it happens. And I don't know why. None of you have to believe me, but I have such an immense love for this life and the people around me. Thank God for the friends that know that I only joke, and that I can be flawed. Thank God for allowing me to love all my friends, despite the flaws that they too have. I don't know what I'd do without them.
Anytime I'm an asshole, I'm sorry. In fact, I'm sorry for the times I'm not an asshole. I don't want to be self-centered or cocky. I just want to apologize for not being perfect. I'm not saying that everyone is flawless or that I want to be that way. I just want to be a good person. Okay, I'm done.