Who is to say that I'm not having fun? I'm having a great time, because the people that love and support me, and who I love and support, are all around me. But I can't help pining for something that I can't have. It's not only my nature, it's also kind of due to my feelings. Yeah, all right, I listen to a lot of emo. Big deal. I don't thrive on drama; in fact, I like to avoid it. However, I AM a dramatic person. I exaggerate and I perform. But you know what? If I had this loose end tied up with a simple, "Okay, but I don't feel the same about you," it wouldn't matter what happened to me. I could go away to college, I could see all my friends, I could drop dead (God forbid). The point is, without this one thorn in my side, my life would be perfect. And I don't understand why it's wrong to broadcast my emotions to my friends on the internet when I do it to my friends face to face. Just because it bothers you doesn't mean it bothers me. I tried to preserve anonymity, but if you know anything about me or my friends, that doesn't last long. Sorrrrrry.
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