Sep 19, 2005 02:46
a dear friend told me tonight that I've had the worst shit happen to me in my life out of anyone he knows. well! that's depressing. especially considering I don't hang out witht he most sane of folks in this town. ;) It's like, "hey, your life really sucks!" hehehehe
oh well. such is life. I have no bitterness (maybe a little) and I'm quite understanding of the twists and turns life may bring.
I want the best for everyone around me, even if I don't show it. I'm glad to be here.
wow, my tequila is talking here. Just got back from the pirate party at the delancey. I was feeling a bit down at the start of the night but by the end I was wearing a fake geautie (spelling) with beads on it and having a great convo. and people looked like pirates. Marke had a parrot on his shoulder, yay! and Jaime looked stunning! I have no pics cause I don't have a camera. I get a little gushy when tipsy. i think I touched a number of asses by accident cause I talk with my hands (like any proper Long Islander) and ooopsie! soorrry I copped a feel or two.
one last cig then it's off to dreamland where I hopefully wont have any more nightmares. least not tonight. they fuck up my mood all day.