Jan 27, 2004 15:47
Nothing. Nothing at all. The bedroom is the last place I want to be. Sleeping, sleeping in my bed, lay the same old patterns. Calling me by echoes, that still reach when they should have faded. I drift above watching the storyline of my decisions, my decline into revisions as I fall again and again. a constant reminder, of why I'll end up alone; because I was always alone. What’s a home when my bed's the last place I want to be?
Are you sure that you’d never do that again? That the name is forgotten and the abruptness is cured, if it means that much to me? I gave all I had in exchange for the perception of what my actions meant. I need to be ignorant again, because the worst part is seeing that you’re the cause of you’re misery.