A knock on the door. Dogs barking, my mother goes to answer it and returns with a box from japan. The mailman had come and delivered to my my Arbalest. I'm opening the package, taking off tape...
A knock on the door. Dogs backing, my mother goes to answer it. My eyebrow raises, because I know what this means. The UPS guy came and delivered my Savage. Two FMP figures, two different sellers, two completely different shipping companies, one from japan and one from the states... and my figures came within 15 minutes of one another...
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Today is going to be AWESOME.
Okay, now have some real life stuff! I'm not gonna cut it this time, so bear with me.
Alright! So uh, this is kinda strange to say, but I was thinking in the shower. The question was "Well, Ace, how do you feel?" In other words, how are you, emotionally, mentally, ect. Everyone knows it's been a rough year, and that for a long time I wasn't doing so well. And that about a month ago somehow things started to clear up.
Well, the only thing I could answer was "fantastic." You know what, I feel great! Actually, I kind of feel like it's been a long time since I've felt so... well, good! I feel free. I'm not trapped in the past, I'm not dreading the future- I'm the free spirit I'm used to being. I feel NORMAL. Right somehow. Yeah, there's shit I wanna do- shit I need to do. But you know what? I can do it. It'll be no big deal. Whatever.
Do I feel stressed, pressured? Not really. Do I feel lonely? Hell no. I'm back to being my normal, usual, awesome self. And that's wonderful.
So really, I just... IDK, kinda wanna thank everyone who's still on here and still reads these. The people who've stuck by me when IMO I was at my most needy and annoying. To those who've put up with me all year, you are my truest friends. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it.
ALRIGHT! Now that that sappy stuff is taken care of, this care free bachelor is gonna play with robots and see about getting ready for my comic con this weekend!
This con I go too is usually frequented by fanbrats, so most of the girls are underage, but hey, never know if there won't be a cute adult girl who happens to be there~ WISH ME LUCK, GUYS! XD (Or not. :3c Either works. ~)