The pissiest of moods.
Here's a post where I just rant and vent like a petulant little dick for a bit. Feel free to just scroll right on past.
Ugh, I'm irritable today. SO. IRRITABLE.
I woke up, which was the first thing that went wrong. Then bro-mate comes in and I love the man but fuck is he loud and sometimes his loudness and inappropriateness is a bit of a problem. He's a fantastic guy, don't get me wrong! But he lacks both volume and impulse control, and usually that's not a problem- just who he is, it's what makes him lovable. But I'm already in a bad mood, so my patience ran pretty thin pretty quick. Which I feel bad about because I know that makes him feel bad and argh.
Then Lily told me some shit that just made me unfathomably angry and is going to have to result in a confrontation with drunk uncle, FAST before somebody gets hurt. Long story on that I won't get into.
Then mom comes home and is also irritable and irritating, and fuck I can't deal some of the attitude she pulls, ESPECIALLY after the shit she pulled this weekend. She has no right to complain about anything to me for a while, I don't care. But I needed some stuff so I went to the store with them and I probably shouldn't because my mood has only become worse but urgh.
So yeah, I'm being pissy and irritable and I just don't want to talk to or deal with anybody right now. I should probably take a nap or something but IDEK if there's anything that would really actually help here. I hate being in unreasonably bad moods, because I know I'm being unreasonable and that just makes me more miserable. So just, fuck. Everything. AAARGH.
Maybe now that I've ranted out I'll feel a little better, IDK. I'm just gonna lock myself in my room for a little while until everyone settles in and does their own thing and then maybe I'll peek out again and eat something or attempt to be halfway social.
On the plus side, I was able to buy a few more supplies, so I'm slowly rebuilding my stock.
Ugh, I'm irritable today. SO. IRRITABLE.
I woke up, which was the first thing that went wrong. Then bro-mate comes in and I love the man but fuck is he loud and sometimes his loudness and inappropriateness is a bit of a problem. He's a fantastic guy, don't get me wrong! But he lacks both volume and impulse control, and usually that's not a problem- just who he is, it's what makes him lovable. But I'm already in a bad mood, so my patience ran pretty thin pretty quick. Which I feel bad about because I know that makes him feel bad and argh.
Then Lily told me some shit that just made me unfathomably angry and is going to have to result in a confrontation with drunk uncle, FAST before somebody gets hurt. Long story on that I won't get into.
Then mom comes home and is also irritable and irritating, and fuck I can't deal some of the attitude she pulls, ESPECIALLY after the shit she pulled this weekend. She has no right to complain about anything to me for a while, I don't care. But I needed some stuff so I went to the store with them and I probably shouldn't because my mood has only become worse but urgh.
So yeah, I'm being pissy and irritable and I just don't want to talk to or deal with anybody right now. I should probably take a nap or something but IDEK if there's anything that would really actually help here. I hate being in unreasonably bad moods, because I know I'm being unreasonable and that just makes me more miserable. So just, fuck. Everything. AAARGH.
Maybe now that I've ranted out I'll feel a little better, IDK. I'm just gonna lock myself in my room for a little while until everyone settles in and does their own thing and then maybe I'll peek out again and eat something or attempt to be halfway social.
On the plus side, I was able to buy a few more supplies, so I'm slowly rebuilding my stock.