Apr 18, 2007 23:34
Today is the worst day I've had in a long time.
One of those days thats so bad when I sat down to try and constructivly think of why and what happened to cause such horror my mind suddenly went blank and all the nasty words, blood and tears ran together like the rain into the gutter.
One of those days thats so bad I listened to Soco Amaretto Lime on reapeat while I cleaned my room like I was trying to cover a murder. Called your phone to hear it go right to your message, but didn't stop dialing just in case you turned it back on.
One of those days that I would've rather rolled a third degree burn in salt than deal with that fight. If only someone had given me something cheap and fast I would've mainlined it on the hood of bob lynch's squad car if only to make the clock say 12:01 a.m.
One of those days that was so bad I walked up to the bridge and prayed for wings and a nice breeze from the east so I could leap off and fly right to california. But really I would've settled for anywhere other than right there and then.
Yeah it was one of THOSE days.
Now if you'll excuse me I'm off to find some pretty little sleeping pills before I go into a full blown panic attack.