Feb 03, 2010 19:34
I am livid.
Absolutely livid.
I can barely concentrate on my paper that's due tomorrow afternoon.
SOMEONE, SOMEONE, preferably a guy, PLEASE ANSWER ME THIS:
Why do ex-boyfriends, specifically ones that broke up with the girl, still feel the need to treat that girl like she's his property?
I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY KYLE WON'T LET ME GO.
I'm trying to date someone else, and this guy is seriously interested, and just because he's friends with Kyle then it's a BIG deal? I actually had to APOLOGIZE for seeing him? Since when does that make any sense? And then Kyle wouldn't even talk to Chris for a few days.
I should be able to see anyone I want right? But I feel like I'm being dangled around.
How do I cut myself free?
I talked to Chris tonight and he basically was like, "Listen, I can't pursue you. Like, it would just hurt Kyle too much."
Freaking Kyle ended it with me, and it was pretty clear that he wasn't really down with the relationship anymore. Not to mention, IT WAS ALMOST 4 MONTHS AGO.
GAH.
I don't get it. I JUST DO NOT GET IT.
Chris said he still wants to hang out and everything, maybe even go see a hockey game this weekend. And it's not that I don't want to be friends, because I do. I just wanted to be something more & it's frustrating that at least for now, we can't be.
sorry for all the caps everyone.
school still blows.
I work at 6 a.m. Friday. AKA: No 80's night for Kayla again this week