Jul 21, 2005 18:14
Why is it that im pissed of at SOOOOO many people right now?? why?? In my mind i have reasons for being mad... they are foolish and dumb and pretty much retarted so first i devided to pretty much try nad shut everyone out for a day or 2... didnt work so i decided to ignore my feelings and pretent i was happy... Does that get me anywhere??? hmmmm not sure... ugh i was so mad the other nite i really just wanted to punch someone in the face.... and hard!!! lol ooopsie!!! and then there is this whole frikken guy thing... i can say it 20 million times to the point where i can be drunk with the words but the words will never be the truth...the me saying I dont like him anymore is pretty much a broken record witht he volume turned all the way down! I miss him... like crazy he leaves soon and i dont know if ill even have a chance to say good bye and fix our friendship before he has to go... but whatever... maybe he will go away and realize that hes not gunna find a friend there like the one he has here... i dont know 2 many people who will take his bullshit and still want to be friends with him... or maybe im juss not strong... hmmm who knows.... oh well im done for now!!!
Newberry