the new happy me

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i am so happy. i have been in the best mood since 2/14/05 thats the day i started going out wit my baby starr and that has changed my life i really like him alot and he has a son who is 15 months old and is the cutest lil boy i seen i like him as much as i like his father i am for real people this time when i say i love starr i mean it i have spent most of my waking hours wit him the first 2 weeks we went out and we talk everyday i think he loves me as much as i do or he might love me more who knows but i want this relationship to work out this time i really do i have given up on cheating cause its wrong and i love starr and dont want him to cheat on me so i trust him enough to let him sleep at girls houses thats alot of trust i am gettin him a phone so that i can make sure i will be able to at least talk to him everyday and i hope that with me and him workin we can get an apartment together we would need a 2 bedrrom so that noah could have his own room and if me and starr ever have a child he or she would have a room but anyways i need to go to bed because me and starr are going to maine tonight and i need to have some sleep plus i have to go run errands before leaving so i need sleep. love you all. I LOVE YOU STARR MORE THEN YOU'LL EVER KNOW.

143 noah,calob,madison,shamekia,nate,dominique,jersey,and the 3 new babies on the way