I'm Jack's Unrelenting Heart
Here, Finally a Keepsake for EveryONE:
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Cool, well i finaly got that done,im actually a retard so whatever, it really wasnt hard, again i am a moron, i just felt in in me to figure this out, i dunno i get in moods like that when i actually am trying to not do work or avoid thinking about certain emotions, ill end up doing somthing cool. Maybe i should just ignore everything and become a struggling writer/artist as Nico said i already own the jacket and the hair. I really do have the passion to be a creative person and the skills, i think so abstractly and so creativly and off the wall its insane. I also feel this responsibility to become a doctor or engineer and make tons of money and get tons of women and make some phd doctorste bs degree bullshit i dunno its really a struggle within myself, Whichever side i choose i know i will be wasting somthing within myself. Thats why college kinda scares me, this place is so absolutly amazing and i love it but having to shape my future scares the living shit out of me. In high school i still had all my friends and my art classes and my guitar lessons and my odyssey... i could really do anything, now i honestly have to choose that anything that everything that i am going to do. Speaking of my friends and high school, i miss them more than anything, i would give anything to have them here, i miss bill and my lunches and nico and my drives to manifest, sawing somthing from bryans truck, beating tony with a rolled up magazine so he will put his clothes on, i miss laughing between classes with people like brandon wright and the foardage. i miss being and getting inspiration with ryan jahn and i miss bruegers with steven benson during class, and the dark room. i Miss swimming in ballyntine at two in the morning and how much the bryans get hurt during manhunt games. I miss starbucks with kristen christin krystal(!) shannon and stephanie, i miss them so much, i miss the fountain and wendys, i so miss being the BHB i know itll always be there in memories, but i want to live it forever, and im upset i cannot, werent those the best times, or was it better when i was even smaller. My best friend Patrick who i didnttalk to for two years for some unknown reason, we just grew apart and neither of us knows why, i actually talked to him like afew days ago and i miss him and his whole family, they used to be my second family we would both spend the summers at each others houses, i miss him too the action figures the forts, turtles and slip n slides-- sticks and bros., fights, beaches games and fights, maybe thats worth a painting or a song or somthing, ill work on that meaning in memories,i think it makes me really sad to not have these things now, and i dont know why, im tired of being sad, i used to be the kid that everyone was annoyed by because he smiled so much, now i am mean and sulk a lot what the hell is with that, i think its the lack of wendys and midmorning brugers. IT may be the lack of jimmy eat world. i really think that is it. The best times of my life were spent in a car listeneing and singing at the top of my lungs to jimmy eat world. i miss jimmy, this time jimmy stole my world, hey did anyone know there was a new weezer ep coming out on the 24, does anyone think that is nuts, maladroit just came out... right where am i geez, lost in it all, im gonna go, no weezer this time, just me being blown away by the lion and the witch ep coming out on tuesday, better see yall in the record stores
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Cool, well i finaly got that done,im actually a retard so whatever, it really wasnt hard, again i am a moron, i just felt in in me to figure this out, i dunno i get in moods like that when i actually am trying to not do work or avoid thinking about certain emotions, ill end up doing somthing cool. Maybe i should just ignore everything and become a struggling writer/artist as Nico said i already own the jacket and the hair. I really do have the passion to be a creative person and the skills, i think so abstractly and so creativly and off the wall its insane. I also feel this responsibility to become a doctor or engineer and make tons of money and get tons of women and make some phd doctorste bs degree bullshit i dunno its really a struggle within myself, Whichever side i choose i know i will be wasting somthing within myself. Thats why college kinda scares me, this place is so absolutly amazing and i love it but having to shape my future scares the living shit out of me. In high school i still had all my friends and my art classes and my guitar lessons and my odyssey... i could really do anything, now i honestly have to choose that anything that everything that i am going to do. Speaking of my friends and high school, i miss them more than anything, i would give anything to have them here, i miss bill and my lunches and nico and my drives to manifest, sawing somthing from bryans truck, beating tony with a rolled up magazine so he will put his clothes on, i miss laughing between classes with people like brandon wright and the foardage. i miss being and getting inspiration with ryan jahn and i miss bruegers with steven benson during class, and the dark room. i Miss swimming in ballyntine at two in the morning and how much the bryans get hurt during manhunt games. I miss starbucks with kristen christin krystal(!) shannon and stephanie, i miss them so much, i miss the fountain and wendys, i so miss being the BHB i know itll always be there in memories, but i want to live it forever, and im upset i cannot, werent those the best times, or was it better when i was even smaller. My best friend Patrick who i didnttalk to for two years for some unknown reason, we just grew apart and neither of us knows why, i actually talked to him like afew days ago and i miss him and his whole family, they used to be my second family we would both spend the summers at each others houses, i miss him too the action figures the forts, turtles and slip n slides-- sticks and bros., fights, beaches games and fights, maybe thats worth a painting or a song or somthing, ill work on that meaning in memories,i think it makes me really sad to not have these things now, and i dont know why, im tired of being sad, i used to be the kid that everyone was annoyed by because he smiled so much, now i am mean and sulk a lot what the hell is with that, i think its the lack of wendys and midmorning brugers. IT may be the lack of jimmy eat world. i really think that is it. The best times of my life were spent in a car listeneing and singing at the top of my lungs to jimmy eat world. i miss jimmy, this time jimmy stole my world, hey did anyone know there was a new weezer ep coming out on the 24, does anyone think that is nuts, maladroit just came out... right where am i geez, lost in it all, im gonna go, no weezer this time, just me being blown away by the lion and the witch ep coming out on tuesday, better see yall in the record stores