....when you dialing six numbers just to hang up the phone.
So pretty much to sum things up. This year has been so far the most awful year ever...even though I am trying to be as postive as possible. Everything is just straight up sucking BALLS.
Everyone and everything has changed and it sucks. I cant adapt and I hate it.
I no longer have a boyfriend and we fight alot and now I am ignoring him. Ughhh I hate it.
I am no longer friends with my 'best friend' . . . but really thats not in my control so I am over it. But who ever thought we would hate eachother for this long? Werid I know...
My grades are actually not to bad....but whoop just horribly failed a chem test which i got extra help on. sweet pretty much feeling like a million bucks. NOT
I am just hoping and praying that things are going to work out sooner THAN later.
Right now I am planning on keeping my mouth shut and minding my own bussiness and if it doesnt work then I might have to resort to hermiting in my room for the rest of my life?!
heres a cute depressing song.
People say she's only in my head
Gonna take time but I'll forget
Say I need to get on with my life
What they don't realize
Is when you're dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone
Driving cross town just to see if she's home
Waking a friend in the dead of the night
just to hear him say it'll be alright
When you're finding things to do at night, not fall asleep
Know she will be there in your dreams
that's when she's
more than a memory
took a page to everything she ever wrote
watched every word go up in smoke
tore all her pictures off the wall
that aint helping me at all
'Cause when you're talking out loud and nobodys there
you look like hell and you just don't care
you're drinking more than you ever drank
and sinking down lower than you ever sank
then you find yourself falling down upon your knees
praying to god, begging please....
that's when she's
more than a memory
People say she's only in my head
Gonna take time but I'll forget
but when she's in every minute of every day
every thought i think
every breath i take
she's everywhere and she's everything
she's more than a memory