Oct 19, 2006 00:38
i have so much work to do for tomorrow (about 10 pages of writing) and i just can't focus on any of it. none of it is even hard.
my brain is still on vacation
myrtle beach was so much fun. except for the part where i got a speeding ticket and reckless driving.
we preffed bigs/littles tonight and we should know tomorrow. aieeee
i invited a straight boy that i kind of like to axo date party saturday and he said yes, for whatever that's worth. i am retarded. maybe i should stop having crushes on boys. forever.
i really hate when the word "badass" is used in any other context besides describing someone like the fonz.
i want to go to italy right now. i can't focus on anything.
don't tell me to stop biting my fucking nails. i'm so fucking meticulous about my appearance; stop expecting me to keep it all together; i know it looks gross and it makes me look nervous but maybe i am nervous and maybe it's good that i want a part of myself to look gross. just don't tell me what to do and don't fucking tell me to stop biting my fucking nails.