Task #65 - I hate love...
Well some shit has been going on right now in my life... a girl (who's name I'm not mentioning) is supposedly cutting herself because i told her i did before... for some reason it affected her life alot cause she supposedly loved me... I got a call from her mom asking me about this shit... I felt terrible, terrible as in I broke down and cried... I didn't know what to do... my mom now is like paranoid about alla this. I dunno what to do the parents want me away from her and if i don't they'll like really start to worry and shit. Do I really worry everyone like that? I've promised MANY people I wouldn't cut myself ever again no matter what the reason is and how bad it is... I said in another entry about this but I thought i'd repeat it with more detail... This is why I hate relationships and commitment... something always happens... The people that have known me for awhile know of the "Melinda Incident" that happened sophomore year... I guess I'll wait until something happens... I wish this never happened I wish i never met this girl...