once upon a time...
the utter lack of disregard for someone's feelings in a situation such as this makes me want to puke. i can count the numerous times you've let me down and i just came back for more. you were my kryptonite but i'm not letting my guard down again.
i'm immune to your lies and promises now. i only feel stupid for not realizing this sooner. for letting you come back into my life after years of nothing...for letting you come back, forget about me for a little while, come back again...thinking maybe you'd changed... this cycle isn't working.
i won't let it anymore. not that i even have a choice with the way you've been going about things. i'm done responding to the texts, answering the calls.
this shit is probably half the reason that i've treated almost every guy i've dated like crap since 2002. because i'm too cynical, too skeptical of ulterior motives and bullshit (hey, they weren't all winners, but there were definitely a couple i shoulda kept around...).
i don't know why i'm addressing this to "you" since you won't ever read it and won't even know it exists.
farewell.
i'm immune to your lies and promises now. i only feel stupid for not realizing this sooner. for letting you come back into my life after years of nothing...for letting you come back, forget about me for a little while, come back again...thinking maybe you'd changed... this cycle isn't working.
i won't let it anymore. not that i even have a choice with the way you've been going about things. i'm done responding to the texts, answering the calls.
this shit is probably half the reason that i've treated almost every guy i've dated like crap since 2002. because i'm too cynical, too skeptical of ulterior motives and bullshit (hey, they weren't all winners, but there were definitely a couple i shoulda kept around...).
i don't know why i'm addressing this to "you" since you won't ever read it and won't even know it exists.
farewell.