Jul 20, 2006 10:34
motivation.
2nd job? maybe?
school=soon. but not too soon.
dinero first.
but the p's will pay for school again====badass.
lots of doctor bullshit.
achilles tendon surgery=scary. they're gonna cut the skin and burn fucking holes in it so it heals itself to be stronger than it is. its supposedly like a real easy procedure, like outpatient surgery, i'll just be bootin it around. but that shit scares the shit outta me. i guess its better to fix it than to be walkin around,and playing softball, knowing that it could snap at any second.
shortly after that one its gonna be complete ankle/foot reconstructive surgery.
now THAT is going to be awful.
i don't even know what to expect. i mean i guess it'll be somewhat similar to the surgeries i had when i was younger... but i was 1 and 5. i definately don't remember that shit. but on the bright side, medicine has come a long way since 1990. so hopefully this will be the last of that shit that i'm going to have to deal with. for a while anyway.
so other than all the medical BS everything is awesome, as i said before.
motivation.love.life.friends.
<3jacky.