don't care
I find that Aphathy is the only cure for the broken hearted. The absents of caring in and of it self also helps... but who's to say they're both not the same thing. In any case, as of right now 3:34 a.m. 11-14-05 I care the least I ever have. And god danm it feels good. For once, well being, health and safty are no longer a concern of mine and I feel light hearted. Even that lumpy feeling in my throght is gone and I can breath. Depressing as it may seem, my life, no fullfilled with porn and techno music is better and more intertaining then every singel, ever single minute of the life I once had before. Now, if only I could win the lottary and not work for a living... that would be quite sufficent. O, and I'm hearing voice's again, just FYI.
Anton
Anton