times.
This is from the 16th of May 2003
"wonder...
I wonder if anyone has seen me talking to myself. I wonder why peoples priorities have to change so drastically. I wonder why people assume things. i wonder why I dont like skating all that much anymore. I wonder what I should do. I wish I had a passion like everyone else; one that I could be consistantly passionate about. I wonder if there are a lot of people out there who do stuff and in the end get forgotten. I wonder why people believe in god. I wonder why, if their is a god, he didnt send me to earth when the pythagorians lived They were so cool! ... Explaining everything with math, something they could see rather than imagine. The only reason they believed in one thing (the central fire) that didnt end up existing is because they thought things had to come in tens. They are sooo neat. God, why didn't you hook me up with those guys? I wonder why raindrops on roses make me smile. I wonder why peoples perspective on life change. I wonder why its so easy for some people to have a happy life. I wonder why its so hard to pull yourself out of a hole you've fallen into without someone to put some support on. meh ... such is life. Want to be my friend?"
I have really come quite a way. I was reading that and thinking. SHIT MAN, it looks like I could have been taken over and converted. I was so suseptible. I had so many wonders. Hahaaha. And now i can laugh about it.
"wonder...
I wonder if anyone has seen me talking to myself. I wonder why peoples priorities have to change so drastically. I wonder why people assume things. i wonder why I dont like skating all that much anymore. I wonder what I should do. I wish I had a passion like everyone else; one that I could be consistantly passionate about. I wonder if there are a lot of people out there who do stuff and in the end get forgotten. I wonder why people believe in god. I wonder why, if their is a god, he didnt send me to earth when the pythagorians lived They were so cool! ... Explaining everything with math, something they could see rather than imagine. The only reason they believed in one thing (the central fire) that didnt end up existing is because they thought things had to come in tens. They are sooo neat. God, why didn't you hook me up with those guys? I wonder why raindrops on roses make me smile. I wonder why peoples perspective on life change. I wonder why its so easy for some people to have a happy life. I wonder why its so hard to pull yourself out of a hole you've fallen into without someone to put some support on. meh ... such is life. Want to be my friend?"
I have really come quite a way. I was reading that and thinking. SHIT MAN, it looks like I could have been taken over and converted. I was so suseptible. I had so many wonders. Hahaaha. And now i can laugh about it.