i have a fuck load of pictures to accompany this 4 month entry, but too many too lazy.
i have lost touch with so many people. i didn't think it would happen this fast. these are the days that hurt, the days that suck. august 1st is in 2 days. let the closing ceremonies of summer begin. maybe i'll see some people i haven't seen since graduation, since june. how did that happen? the beginning of goodbyes because if this is how it goes, i sure as hell won't see half the people i thought it would soon. it's sad. and i didn't think it would happen. and it sucks.
and yeah, i'm back and alive since mid-may.
a hot/cold summer with feinberg - here and away. a sweaty summer at camp magar - lifeguarding for 6 weeks. a lazy summer at home - lying at my pool until sunset. a dull summer - same old day in day out - with a few exceptions of 1037s, late nights, and rhetorical drama. but maybe it's all for the better. i guess i have to think that. last summer of home being home and everyone here at home.
driving by harriton doesn't phase me. my old high school. alum. it really seems so horribly long ago. saving uploading and stealing pictures online, browsing through the old folder. so detached and surreal. oh yeah - remember the time!
weekends in bethany beach. random days when devon or rachel brought their cameras to lunch. swim. xc. softball seasons. sweet 16s to graduation parties. birthday and OC parties. team 6 museum trip. summer gangs back in the day. cedar lane bike rides. welsh fucking valley. to new york. to london. to pocopson. to prom. to JUNIOR prom. my pool. alyssa's pool. 1037. TEN FUCKING THIRTY SEVEN! rachel's pool. devon's room. maddie's room. car rides and road trips. breaking into alyssa's (never broke that window!). stealing the A4. crashing the A4. totaling the A4. no license, no permit - no problem. totaled bug to nondescript white car. WAWA. july 4th & christmas. the JSL. mr. kinney. petersohhhnnn. polly "pot"kit. FRANKLINS. concert tickets. real concerts - weezer with pavel, goo goo dolls, dashboard etc, q102 concert, james taylor, ziggy marley. movies. making our own movies. summer at penn state w/ GFGs. the drama. the chaos. the fights. the laughs. the im-pissing-my-pants uncontrollable laughter. boathouse picnic. ashbridge. team 6 meets MRSAD. birthday surprises & books. a collection of one-night-stands. hating boyfriends. loving boyfriends. halloweens. 'starting the day off right' memorial day weekend. i hate french. coloring my hair! driving around and still having fun. getting in trouble. getting into REAL trouble. knock on wood. beaumont. what the fuck parks. what the fuck nights. - what the fuck happened and where the fuck did it all go.
add more.
all just memories and snipets in my mind. but permanant and vivid.
leaving for barcelona monday.
leaving for penn state aug. 26.
leaving it all behind, against my will.
and yeah, i'm back and alive since mid-may.
a hot/cold summer with feinberg - here and away. a sweaty summer at camp magar - lifeguarding for 6 weeks. a lazy summer at home - lying at my pool until sunset. a dull summer - same old day in day out - with a few exceptions of 1037s, late nights, and rhetorical drama. but maybe it's all for the better. i guess i have to think that. last summer of home being home and everyone here at home.
driving by harriton doesn't phase me. my old high school. alum. it really seems so horribly long ago. saving uploading and stealing pictures online, browsing through the old folder. so detached and surreal. oh yeah - remember the time!
weekends in bethany beach. random days when devon or rachel brought their cameras to lunch. swim. xc. softball seasons. sweet 16s to graduation parties. birthday and OC parties. team 6 museum trip. summer gangs back in the day. cedar lane bike rides. welsh fucking valley. to new york. to london. to pocopson. to prom. to JUNIOR prom. my pool. alyssa's pool. 1037. TEN FUCKING THIRTY SEVEN! rachel's pool. devon's room. maddie's room. car rides and road trips. breaking into alyssa's (never broke that window!). stealing the A4. crashing the A4. totaling the A4. no license, no permit - no problem. totaled bug to nondescript white car. WAWA. july 4th & christmas. the JSL. mr. kinney. petersohhhnnn. polly "pot"kit. FRANKLINS. concert tickets. real concerts - weezer with pavel, goo goo dolls, dashboard etc, q102 concert, james taylor, ziggy marley. movies. making our own movies. summer at penn state w/ GFGs. the drama. the chaos. the fights. the laughs. the im-pissing-my-pants uncontrollable laughter. boathouse picnic. ashbridge. team 6 meets MRSAD. birthday surprises & books. a collection of one-night-stands. hating boyfriends. loving boyfriends. halloweens. 'starting the day off right' memorial day weekend. i hate french. coloring my hair! driving around and still having fun. getting in trouble. getting into REAL trouble. knock on wood. beaumont. what the fuck parks. what the fuck nights. - what the fuck happened and where the fuck did it all go.
add more.
all just memories and snipets in my mind. but permanant and vivid.
leaving for barcelona monday.
leaving for penn state aug. 26.
leaving it all behind, against my will.