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there is this girl who i am in love with and i honestly can say i would do anything for her. she is my pride and joy. she helps me when i need help, she is the only thing that makes me truly happy and if i could i would marry her. i want to give her the life that people dream about, i would risk my life for her and the feelings that i have are so new to me that i react to things a different way then most. but this girl deserves nothing but respect and loyality. she is the closest thing to me other than family. without her i would have no reason to be alive.
she has recently stumbled across things from my past that have been very distasteful on my behalf, and has lost all trust in me. it kills me to see her like this and its killing me just to know that i have been such an awful and inconsiderate person. but that was then and for whatever it takes i will get her trust back and i will become less of what i was back then. i know i can do this because she has made me into the person i am today and that person is someone who is more forgiving, understanding to others, responsible, independent, stronger, wiser, and a lot more than what i was a year ago. i am very sorry you had to find out these things and i wish i had never even wrote them. i, myself is revolted by my actions. but forgiveness is something that takes time, and i will be here for you, because you have shown me patience. and for you i will wait an eternity. i love you danielle.
she has recently stumbled across things from my past that have been very distasteful on my behalf, and has lost all trust in me. it kills me to see her like this and its killing me just to know that i have been such an awful and inconsiderate person. but that was then and for whatever it takes i will get her trust back and i will become less of what i was back then. i know i can do this because she has made me into the person i am today and that person is someone who is more forgiving, understanding to others, responsible, independent, stronger, wiser, and a lot more than what i was a year ago. i am very sorry you had to find out these things and i wish i had never even wrote them. i, myself is revolted by my actions. but forgiveness is something that takes time, and i will be here for you, because you have shown me patience. and for you i will wait an eternity. i love you danielle.