Nov 07, 2005 22:09
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....I had a wonderful time. Your....your mother is a very good cook, and the movie was nice. The cuddling was even nicer. I....I'm happy.
Thank you, Ki.....no...
Kaito....
This is like a dream....please don't let me wake up...
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Yes, anytime. As a matter of fact, not only will I not mind, I will certainly be very pleased to see you. I may still occasionally kidnap you anyway, but that doesn't need to be the only way you get to come over. We'll figure out something to tell people if they start to wonder why we're friends.
No, never. Like I kept saying, you were my chibi-chan. Just because I found out you were really much older than I had thought, that hadn't changed the fact that I love you and trust you. I couldn't keep you out even if I wanted to and believe me, I have no desire to keep you at a distance. And don't be scared, really... this isn't going to go badly. I'm not going to go away and you know how to find me if something were to happen to keep me away from you.
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Well....it will feel a little strange....just going to your house without a reason....and yes, we'll have to figure out something.
Well....it's just...I didn't know if this changed things a little too much... That's right....I can find you now....you won't disappear on me anymore...but that still doens't help the fact that I worry...
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Well, why not just have the reason be you want to come over and see me? Do you really need an exact purpose in your visit? ...We could just say we met someplace and have been friends for some time? Keep it simple, it should work.
Of course not; you're still you, right? And yes, I won't be disappearing anymore, not that I ever plan on doing it... so, please, stop worrying... or at least stop worrying so much. If something else bad happens, we'll deal with it.
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But....I don't want to be a bother... ...That works. After all, it is true. They just don't need the details.
Yes, I am, but I didn't know if the way you dealt with me changed...Good. I....I don't know if I could take you going away a second time....but I can't! If I stop worrying, I start getting twitchy and it builds up until I get really bad and become convinced everything bad will happen. At least this way it only comes out in little bits.
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Where do you get the impression that we'll think of you as a bother? I love having you around, love spending every moment with you I can. So, please, come over and bother me any time. ...Of course not and I doubt too many people are going to want to know them anyway.
Why would it? ...I'm still so sorry about disappearing the first time... I wish I had handled that differently... but no, you aren't going to lose me ever again. It would hurt too much if something were to happen to you, especially because of my actions... Oh for... okay, fine. Do your little bitty worrying thing, if you must. But that better be it! If you get even a bit worse, I will show up to hammer some sense into your head.
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Well, but I'm not supposed to just drop in on people....at least not without calling first... ...True, that. More to our favor, then.
Well, because....never mind. It's nothing. ...It's not your fault, you were upset, I understand....just so long as you don't disappear on me again... It is better! Besides, if I keep myself on guard, none of the bad things will hurt too much....
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Don't be silly, you don't need to call. I mean, you can if you want, but our family really does't stand that much on ceremony. An open invitation means just that, you're welcome whenever you want to come by.
I... if you're sure. I just don't see any reason why I would treat you differently now than I did back when I only knew you as chibi-chan. You're still the person I love. ...But I still hurt you, even if it was unintentionally. That doesn't sit well with me and never will.. but no, never again. ... I... well... I just don't want you to be on guard at all... you shouldn't have to be when it comes to me.
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Well....I'll ahve to call first....it'll just feel really funny if I don't...
It's nothing....I was just thinking of something different, that's all. Something else... ...Weren't you the one saying that you didn't care if I hurt you? Well, the same thing applies to me. It doesn't matter, so long as you didn't do it intentionally. ...Well....I can't help it....I don't want to lose you...don't want to do anything that could cause that....
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If it makes you feel better, then by all means call. However, should you just need a friend or a refuge from your life, we'll be here for you. Calling ahead or no calling ahead.
Well, okay... but was whatever you're thinking of important? Did I miss something, meitantei? ...True, I did say that. All right, how about this? If you agree to forgive me should I ever be stupid again, I promise I will forgive you should you ever be stupid again. That should hopefully keep both of us from worrying too much about silly things when we have better things to do with our time. And maybe keep you from wondering at least a little if you're going to lose me the next time you turn around. Does that sound like a good deal?
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....Okay. I'll still call, but....I will take you up on your offer.
...No, it wans't important....just something silly... ...That sounds fair...okay...I'll try to stop worrying so much, but...it's just the way I am...
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Good, you should. I can always lock the doors and disconnect the phones to keep anyone from finding you there if necessary too. So, it's not quite the reclusive cabin I promised you once, at least it's better than nothing.
I don't mind silly things, you know that. Are you sure it isn't anything you want to talk about? ...Yes, I realize that it's just your way, but it's also my way to fuss over you.
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Won't that rather hamper your mother? I don't want to inconvience anyone...
No...trust me, it's really silly. You don't need to know... ...So I guess you'll have to accept that I worry and I'll have to accept you fuss.
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If I explain to her why, she'll understand. Anyway, she has her own cellphone so she can be reached if she needs to go in to work.
Alright, if you're sure... but you can always talk to me about anything. Right, you get to worry, I get to fuss. We good now?
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Still....what if something happens? What if I'm needed to solve a really big case? What if you need to steal something really special?
I know....but not this. ....Yeah, okay. That works.
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Well, if something happens, we'll plug the phone back in. If a really big case comes up, we'll direct them towards that detective from Osaka, the one that's your friend. If something comes up that I just have to steal... well, one of the nice things about being a thief is you get to make your own schedule. I'll just steal it later.
I see... just whatever it is, don't let it tie you in knots, not if you don't plan on talking about it.
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