Backdated to 2pm father's day

[new_moon_prince]

I hate this holiday. I hate everything it stands for.

Guess what? Not everyone has a father. Yeah, I know this must be shocking to all of you people out there who run around trying to tell people that they should be happy about this day no matter what because without a father they wouldn't be born.

I can't stand people like you.

This isn't sperm-

Comments

[shoddily private - how does i computers]

[pkloveomega]

You're... talking about your dad, aren't you...?

Re: [shoddily private - how does i computers]

[new_moon_prince]

What's it to you?

[pkloveomega]

Um... I know it's none of my business, but I... do you mind if I talk to you?

I think maybe I can understand your feelings a little.

[new_moon_prince]

Yes I do. Go away.

[pkloveomega]

[s-so mean :'( But Lucas has a feeling that Silver wouldn't put this all up for the entire journal network to see if he didn't want to talk about it. So against his better judgment, he's gonna plow on.]

You're right... nobody can tell you how to feel. If you're angry, then that... you're not wrong to feel that way. Being left all alone hurts, and... and I think sometimes people don't realize just how much of a mark it leaves behind.

[new_moon_prince]

[Normally in this situation if it were offline his response would be "shove of of my face and walk away" Sadly there was no text version of this that didn't look ridiculous.]

Are you dense or something? I said I didn't want to talk about it.

[pkloveomega]

I-I'm not dense! I just thought... I mean...

It happened to me too, you know.

[new_moon_prince]

Want a medal or something?

[pkloveomega]

What...? N-no!

[Ggggfhgh why do people have to make themselves so hard to talk to? Lucas does not understand.]

I... um... y-you're only as alone as you want to be. It's okay to be hurt, and... and it's really hard to forgive. I know that. Maybe he stopped being your dad when he left you behind, but... he's never going to start being your dad again until you decide he is.