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I am in a state of complete happiness lately. My mind feels open and i have ideas flowing in my brain , ive been putting things on paper . I plan on starting to make stationary and im trying to get my hands on a decent sewing machine. Im itching to make things, and feel like my brain isnt dead. Aaron and I have been more then awesome lately , alot has changed and we are both working so hard to fix the things we do to piss each other off. Our apartment has been full of laughter and smiles and loving feelings its amazing. We leave for california on friday to spend christmas and new years over there with his family. I am so excited to get on a plane again and feel free. I can't wait to get away from here for a bit. I am still looking for another job , i cant find anything stimulating , i want to work at an art store or a card shop , but the only bad thing is they dont pay much at all. I have to make something close to what im making now , which is almost 15 an hour. I don't know , i wish i could not work at all and do what i want until im ready to be working and settled. This is life though.
i cant stop smiling
i cant stop smiling