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Being away from home for two weeks really gave me time to open my brain and think about whats really going on in my life. I've realized that i don't need to worry so much. Whatever will be will be , nothing can be forced , nor changed into what i want it to be. If it is meant to be that way then it will be. I can't not sit around anymore waiting for the worst to happen to me , or i will never fully enjoy anything i do. I don't care anymore about the petty things , i am happy with my relationship , with myself and with my life. Nothing can change that either. Aaron and i are getting our own apartment and i am really excited about this , i can not wait to buy new things and make it how i want it. I can't wait to get a new job and have more money and i can't wait to start doing things i want to do . I realized i am my own person , i can do whatever i want and he is still going to be there. I think i am going to go to that paul mitchell hair school. i want to do something different , i want to challenge myself. i feel bored and old, and my life has only started. I feel good things around the corner , i really really do.