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some people go through mental torture not by choice, i on the other hand appear to go looking for it. really i should accept he's not interested and just leave it, that would be sensible oui? but NOOOO i have to go texting him, wait 24 hours for a response (which was sort of favourabl but again that could be the over analyst in me!) then text back only for my message not to be delievered 5 hours later. fuck i am a loser. this is actually turning me into some sort of crazy woman. Earlier on I even dug out the manual for my phone just to check if it said anything abot delivery reports.
why am i doing this?
nothing else is going to happen, i should get over it.
why am i doing this?
nothing else is going to happen, i should get over it.