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everything seems tp be reminding me of you these days. it's pathetic how watching couples, be it in real life or on tv reminds me of what could have been if on;y i'd have ;et you in or given us a chance. i think of the trips we could have gone on togehter, films at the cinema. the other day i saw a singer on tv and you're the only one who would have found it funny. whenever i'm in a silly mood you're the only one who would laugh alongside me, or make fun of me for being so silly.
i feel like i'm in over my head; and it's all pointless, nothingness. it's too late, and i've made it that way. I could tell you how much you mean to me, how i want you more than anything else, beg for another chance and explain why i acted the way i did. but it's too hard. you probably hate me anyway.
i feel like i'm in over my head; and it's all pointless, nothingness. it's too late, and i've made it that way. I could tell you how much you mean to me, how i want you more than anything else, beg for another chance and explain why i acted the way i did. but it's too hard. you probably hate me anyway.