It's way past my bedtime
It's almost 4am.
i cant sleep
whats the deal?! i had a rough weekend.
FUN, too much fun, and i've been trying to recover form it all day
friday afternoon i went to a frat's toga party (put up a pic).
later that night, i went to a friend's house. you may know her as the kinky lil redhead from the hot tub experience in my "caged" blog. she and her boyfriend invited me over after finding out that i was bummed about Mr.SadisticChicagoMaseratiMan. we had a fun night...me in my toga, my new favorite shot(creamy pussy:black rose tequila and baileys), and a trip to a fun adult store where we purchased a game we later played and some really super awesome 80s porn. the rest of the details are not for public consumption.
i got home at 4am and passed out
...fast forward to 9am saturday. i wake up naked in my bed covered in clothes i used to keep warm bcuz i was too drunk to find my blanket. IM STILL DRUNK. i realize that i have a sorority party in 4 hours. SHIT! showered(in which i tipped over), brushed teeth for at least 10 mins to get rid of morning-after-alcohol-taste, and got ready *just* in time for my date to show up with-u guessed it- more alcohol. then there was the party themed "mardi gras". oh the beads! that was from 1-6. apparently we went to dinner with friends...hmm i dont quite remember dinner all that well. there was a car accident (i was just a passenger, and no the driver hadnot ben drinking).
got home at 9pm on a sat night and passed out!
note to self: 17hours of drunkenss makes for a not so fun sunday! but a hell of a way to get my mind off of U-KNOW-WHO.
I need a beating. it sounds trite, i know
but I NEED it. my body is craving it. it aches for the pain that, to date, only he has shown me. I want to feel subjugated...i want to feel sore and degraded. i want pretty marks. That is all
i cant sleep
whats the deal?! i had a rough weekend.
FUN, too much fun, and i've been trying to recover form it all day
friday afternoon i went to a frat's toga party (put up a pic).
later that night, i went to a friend's house. you may know her as the kinky lil redhead from the hot tub experience in my "caged" blog. she and her boyfriend invited me over after finding out that i was bummed about Mr.SadisticChicagoMaseratiMan. we had a fun night...me in my toga, my new favorite shot(creamy pussy:black rose tequila and baileys), and a trip to a fun adult store where we purchased a game we later played and some really super awesome 80s porn. the rest of the details are not for public consumption.
i got home at 4am and passed out
...fast forward to 9am saturday. i wake up naked in my bed covered in clothes i used to keep warm bcuz i was too drunk to find my blanket. IM STILL DRUNK. i realize that i have a sorority party in 4 hours. SHIT! showered(in which i tipped over), brushed teeth for at least 10 mins to get rid of morning-after-alcohol-taste, and got ready *just* in time for my date to show up with-u guessed it- more alcohol. then there was the party themed "mardi gras". oh the beads! that was from 1-6. apparently we went to dinner with friends...hmm i dont quite remember dinner all that well. there was a car accident (i was just a passenger, and no the driver hadnot ben drinking).
got home at 9pm on a sat night and passed out!
note to self: 17hours of drunkenss makes for a not so fun sunday! but a hell of a way to get my mind off of U-KNOW-WHO.
I need a beating. it sounds trite, i know
but I NEED it. my body is craving it. it aches for the pain that, to date, only he has shown me. I want to feel subjugated...i want to feel sore and degraded. i want pretty marks. That is all