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I feel mostly depressed and deflated and I don't really know why but I do know if I hear Jon complain that he has no smokes or nicorette gum again I'll scream, I bitched at him last night not nice but you know, I provide for his shelter and food I pay his massive dentist bill off and that leaves me with nothing extra, so I refuse to pay for his smokes too. I bitched at him last night and told him if he wanted to smoke why diddn't he just get off his lazy arse and get a job. blah oh yeah my phone died :( it got wet very annoying, and I need someones number on it and blah I could cry I feel so down instead I'm off to work *oh joy* blah blah blah