And now onto the real post...
So yah... Lately i've been really down... ----EDITED FOR PERSONAL REASONS---- what with all the shitty things that have happened in the last couple of months... Like getting a speeding ticket one of the few times i actually WASNT speeding... having to go to 40,000 sections on lochinvar and having them last an hour and a half longer than planned,
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I'm going to let you into a little secret I learned a while ago. Something that might be useful in your situation. The big "I" word. Infatuation. Head over heels. Seeing something that isn't there. The flames of infatution often continue to burn by the chances of possiblity. I think as soon as you realize this and let go of that "possiblity", you'll be able to move on. It sounds like you do want to move on. It's been a long time. Ask yourself how much longer you're willing to wait. And are you actually waiting for nothing? Ultimately, it's your decision.
Oh Alanor, how I wish I could've been there for you me. Curses me. You know my number and can call me any time (leave a message if I don't answer). I'm quitting my job in several weeks (as well as getting out of school) so I will have a lot more free time. We should get together. Sorry for plans falling through and being a flake in the past... I was trying to get myself together. I'm still working on it but one thing I will do is be less flakey.
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