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Never propose to somebody at their work. Bad idea for sure. I was already super nervous. I came in looking like a wreck with pale and clammy skin, sweat all over my clothes, wild eyes, hair looking like shite, and an odd stutter. Some of Ginny's coworkers were looking at me as if I had a fatal disease. One person even asked if I needed to go to St. Mungo's.
I found Ginny, and she sort of looked at me oddly. I dropped to my knee and I guess I looked more like I was about to pass out than propose, so she sort of helped me back to my feet. I started to explain why I needed to be on my knee, but someone came up to her and gave her a "quick" job to do. She disappeared for nearly 15 minutes, and came back. I tried to get on my knee again, and somebody else interrupted. She had another job to do. Another 10 minutes passed, and again, I tried to propose.
At this time, her boss came out and asked her to run an errand. I sort of blew up, I suppose. I kind of...yelled the proposal and I think I might have accidentally spit on Ginny in the process. I realized that everyone was watching me now, and I thrust the box with the ring in it at her, and...I guess she was in shock or something, or maybe I kind of threw the ring at her...either way, it fell to the ground, and I ran out.
I'm mortified.
And I don't even know if she said yes or not! How on earth do I fix this?