Jan 13, 2005 23:47
wats up peeps.
So my life has been goin well since the horrible weekend of complete distraught. Yea, Id like to forget about that. So my week has been goin well, work has been busy. I've been hearing funny stories from Christian (the new guy) and I have never laughed that hard before. They also hired a new inside sales rep. Her name is Ellen. Shes 22, and has a smoking body. I think every guy in that office (including the UPS guy) knows that. I really haven't talked to her, she's been busy learning all the crap she needs to learn to do that job, but I'm sure shes a nice person. I taught her some shipping things, like taping a box and basic shipping.
So other then that nothing new has happened.
I watch Made tonight, it was about this kid who was a "geek" in high school, but he had a lot of cool friends. He didn't played sports though, he did theater and dance, so he wasn't popular with the football players and the "badasses". So he learned to be a wrestler, got a little muscle on his bones, and got a lot of confidence. He even (well it seemed like he did) asked out a girl that he had a crush on for over a year. She was a hot little thing as well. It was inspiring. With that being said I'll also say that I'm 100% positive that I will not have a girlfriend in the next 6 months, AT LEAST. I'm not ready, there is no one currently in the position to be my girlfriend, so as far as I'm considered I have to put my mind in the mindset that I can't have a girlfriend until I find one that is suitable. By suitable I mean one that I get to know after the "lust" feelings go away, aka my narrowminded goggles. When I'm in the state of a crush on a girl, I don't notice the things that I wouldn't like about her, so when they start to go away the things i don't like surface, hence the curse of the 6 week relationship. I think this is going to work good for me. It will allow me to bypass the urgency of a hook up and focus more on finding a person that will connect with me (aka have things in common).
therefore I put a temporary restraining order on asking a girl out, which cannot be appealed even by the highest court in the land, so too bad to any interested parties. You just gotta wait.