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So I'm single again. YEA! I've been thinking about it for awhile while goin out with Lori. I had told people as well that I knew it was going to end soon. Everyday that went by made me want to end the relationship. It just wasn't going anywhere and I was getting upset. She's a cool girl and all but it'll never work. I think I figured that out during the 3rd week. Everything was going great the first two weeks but we never grew together. She wouldn't let us. Now I'm not putting the blame on her but I just got the feeling that she was confused on what I was to her. I felt that I was just a friend, with a little extra. Like she would come over and jump on me, as if she really missed me, but the next time she'd see me would be 3 or 4 days later, if I was lucky. We only had one real date, and it really didn't go that well cause she was not feeling well. I'm glad that I ended this now because I didn't want her to start getting attached to me. I know she liked me, but I don't think she liked me in the aspect that it would hurt her when we broke up.

Now I'm single. Now I resume my quest for finding that girl who will make me feel special, who I can adore, who I can potentially love. I have a few recruits in mind. I'll see what happens. I would really like to find another girl, and soon as well. I like having the fact that there will always be someone there to listen to me, to encourage me, give me the right advice, and love me. I'm still looking for that relationship that has meaning, and I've failed 3 times. I want to succeed, just to know that I did have a relationship that actually meant something to me and my partner. We'll see what happens.