helpless
I am so tired of this. I am overome with such nasty feelings lately. I feel helpless and low. Being that I did nothing wrong angers me. I hate how I'm portayed. No one knows whats really going on. No one sees what I go through day in and out. I need a serious change of pace to just uplift me. A change of everything and everyone in my life. Transitions going to be hard but I feel like I need it. I am so tired of seeking happiness. I am exhausted from feeling it at my finger tips and it suddenly being ripped from me. I just can't bear to live one more day this unhappy. I'm not getting what I want and need out of life. I guess its time for a new lifestyle.